August 02, 2006

So Stupid

I haven�t updated lately, I know. I haven�t really felt like writing because I�ve been in sort of a... down cycle? Depression bender? I don�t know what to call it. Maybe it�s the Nuva Ring doing this to me. Or maybe it�s just me.

I feel like everything is a mess except for CD. Sometimes that�s a dangerous way to feel, because every stupid fight we have becomes ridiculously important. When I feel like he�s not on my side, I feel like I have nothing. Except the cats.

I am such an asshole today � my apologies. Back to complaining about work tomorrow, I promise.

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metanephros at 10:46 am

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