August 02, 2006

So Stupid

I haven’t updated lately, I know. I haven’t really felt like writing because I’ve been in sort of a... down cycle? Depression bender? I don’t know what to call it. Maybe it’s the Nuva Ring doing this to me. Or maybe it’s just me.

I feel like everything is a mess except for CD. Sometimes that’s a dangerous way to feel, because every stupid fight we have becomes ridiculously important. When I feel like he’s not on my side, I feel like I have nothing. Except the cats.

I am such an asshole today – my apologies. Back to complaining about work tomorrow, I promise.

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metanephros at 10:46 am

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